Psychic

My friend Melissa wanted to go back to her psychic and wanted me to go because she feels I have alot of unfinished business with my best friend that passed away. So I went and being the skeptic I am I wanted to go in there and not say anything (which I did). So we go and I make Melissa go first, she was only in there like 20 minutes tops then its my turn. Being nervous as can be I go back into the room with this lady, she was so nice tho. She asks my my full name and birthday which I tell her, she lays out 3 cards and says... wow, why do I see all this (with her hands waving above her head), she says I see alot of bloodwork and something like trauma or something bad with your skull or brain. I think instantly my bleed but dont say anything. She keeps going and starts talking about how I give too much to men as in pay and am too lienent says ive never expiernced romance (true). She says I will meet a man who is mixed with mexican and something else, she says your son's father has released you meaning he has let me go to go find someone else like he isnt in love with me anymore. Then she pulled his cards after asking his name and birthday, (this is weird) she is like im feeling so (shaking her hands) anxtious and i feel like i needs to move and not stop (his dad is ocd and does that). Then she asked Trenton's name and birthday, says he is very smart "well "rounded" boy"" (made me laugh) but cancer boys need to be watched around ages 18-25 because they like to drink. WEIRD. Then she kept bringing up my grandma cole she said mom's mom, saying she is the person that is calming to you, when you are with her you feel the best, she worries about you and may have lit a candle for you in your life to pray for you...WOW, she also said I feel like your father is in the picture but doesnt say much SO TRUE, then said your mother is depressed and is doing alot on her own right now, (im thinking work). After all this I got to ask questions and tell her what I thought. I asked about Phil, my best friend that died, she pulled 3 cards again and said, i see there is alot of metal and that someone was involved and it just STOPS then she banged her hands together again and says it just stops, she asked if he was killed i said no but he was in a motorcycle accident, she said that is why i see metal, i said he hit a brick wall she said, THAT is why it just stops. I asked someother questions and it was just so scary i was ready to be out of there, I cried a few times but DEFINATLY i am no longer skeptical because there is NO WAY she would have known these things esp. my bleed in my head, you cant look at me and know i have had that before... it was such a weird experiance!!!

Pictures

He was 1 here

Rayna did an awesome job taking his pictures!!

Trenton's first week of school

I will put up more pictures when I can, my little sister is borrowing my camera!
Here we go

I thought all along I would love the fact that trenton going to school would mean I get to sleep in. Its completly opposite. I find myself wanting to be there and see everything that he is doing. Him having friends for the first time, the girl he calls his "girlfriend" Chole, his best buddy named Vincent or Gabriel. Even tho he is with me all week long, this morning he is at his dads house for the weekend and I find it just too quiet here! Its like I dont know what to do with my time. For the last 4 years that he has been going there I knew when he was gone I would be able to get things done and have some "mommy time" but today is different for some reason and I just DONT LIKE IT! Today i dont care if he is whining all day or wanting to go here or there, I just wish he was home! Next week I wont be able to take him to school or pick him up because I have to go back to work (days next week) and it scares me a little bit.

First blog

Well my sister Rayna does this and I thought it would be a good place to vent, share and help everyone to keep up. Wish me luck, I have no idea what Im doing here :)